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Wednesday, November 23

Eunhae Love :)


They're not actually GAY!
They do all the skinship for their fans .
Korang tau kan setengah drpd ELF ni fanatic gila smpai tk leyh tgk Suju dgn pempuan lain . So ELF create gay couple untuk satisfied kan hati dorang . So , yeah . That's the story~ it's okay if korang (yg anti K-Pop) still nk kutuk . I dont mind , because it's not a big deal . and i know they're not gay . I'm not gonna make a WAR like Belieber Vs Elf. or whatever . Pfft~ that is so fucking childish!
EUNHAE FTW!
*ELF is Super Junior's fans

Friday, November 18

Last Day of School.SNAP.

Look at my precious friends <3


This chinese girl is My Hae :)

They're HAWT!

Two 'teruna' xD





LOL at Adib!



Last Day

Okey , last day of school :)
Sad + Happy = Chaos
I'm sad because i cant meet my friends *pout*
I'm freaking happy because of holiday~
Gehehehehe.
I'm now listening to Hate U, Love U  by Super Junior.
Ahh , i almost cried .
I miss my friends already.
Guys, dont forget mweee.
LOL, we can meet next year right? :)
That guy that i talk about last time.
Well , i cant confess right?
So , yeah ... i just have to let it flow.
xD
I cant be with him, i try to accept the fact..
But, it's hard y'know ..
Hehe, nevermind. Tomorrow, my family and i are going to WWM to play BOWLING
How to spell ? Boling? Bowling ? Ae?
LOL. Who care.
And just now at school , i wanted to take a picture with Aiman oppa (AimanAkmal) and HaeHae (rachy) but... tak sempat!!
Warghhhhhhh! Frustrated gilaaa! hehe

Sunday, November 13

Something that i wrote yesterday.

It's already over the midnight when i'm still awake, sitting on my bed and staring at the opposite wall in my room. I close my eyes but then open them again. It's still exactly the same, the wall. Just as empty as my mind at the moment. No matter how many times i try, i can't close my eyes from the truth in my heart. I am madly in love. Actually love is very beautiful thing in this cold world. When you love someone , you keep smiling all the time, they say. When you love someone , you'll forget all the sadness and sorrow , they say. But why is it so, that when i look at the mirror i can only see my pale face and red eyes filled with tears of despair. Why i'm not smiling? Well , let me tell you. As i said , i'm madly in love ...but i'm in love with my senior, (beep).

At the same time i feel frustrated, tired,sad disgusted and helpless. Loving a bestfriend is already a big shock for me although there's all laughing,eating and talking with each other . To be honest, sometimes i'm really annoyed because of all my other friends, what do they know about me and him?. Sighhh... still i have to admit that in case they're right about "me and him are so close" . I do have feeling for him . The problem is just that i'm the only one with those warm feelings, otherwise it's just acting.I have heard him and his little girlfriend having fun while i'm crying on the bathroom's floor . i cant blame him, its all my own fault, falling for him.Sigh again, this is so useless , thinking about these things wont lead me anywhere. People keep asking me what's wrong with me, where's that always so happy IZRA... Tck.. I'm not a child anymore, when people grow up they have more serious problems like this one of mine. Having an impossible love isnt a thing that brings a smile on your face face, huh?

MO.A live in Malaysia



Geheehhehe , see that ?
I thought dh sold out T-T
I'm going with my sister ,
Can't wait to see Hyukjae oppa :D
Are u going ?

Thursday, November 10