Before u go

If you feel my attention on you is a burden
I will leave immediately
If I made you suffer because I can’t control my feelings
I will back off
I wondered if you might just fly away from my side
I couldn’t rest for even a day
Or breathe a sigh of relief
I didn’t know all these dumb obsessions of mine would hurt you

Just know before you go
That I was a girl who only loved you
I was a stupid idiot
Who couldn’t protect you because I was foolish
If you stay by my side until the end
You might suffer more and collapse
I did the right thing
Someone who can free you will come to your side

I’ll stop making trivial excuses
So don’t make that face (it’s sad)
I simply wanted to close my lips
And wish for your happiness
It’s not like that, no,
I ended up giving myself away
It’s always like that

Thanks for giving me the happy memories
You forget them and live, you should forget everything
Don’t look at me with a worried expression, I’m okay
The scars of this heart will heal one day
I will also meet a good person one day
Forget it! That’s right, block it all out and go quickly
Before I change my mind again and hold you back

Out of habit, I might just call you without realizing it
Hello?
Because I miss you so much
Even when I stand outside your house,
You treat my coldly